Let’s make this short and sweet – as short and sweet as my engagement. I’m getting married. Yes, that’s the sound of our universe being disturbed. Thrown off its familiar rotation possibly. Cast into the oblivion of yawning black gulfs? Sure, why not?
I thought about going into the whole story here, or even some of the story, in an attempt to explain things. How did I get to this place? A place I never thought I’d come to. What changed?
Perhaps, that’s for another post… another little piece of who I am thrown to the wolves of cyberspace for them to devour. I’ll save the intimate details for my bother and sister inmates, those fellow prisoners who actually have a chance to break free because they know they’re imprisoned. But what’s this about prison? Marriage should be about freedom, right? Yes. Let’s choose to see our union of emerald flame as liberating!
Suffice it to say, I’m happy the way things are turning out. I’m looking forward to this new frontier – married life. Danielle has changed my life. For good. It’s a good change. A good life I lead. But when the life changes, does the man change as well? I don’t know. Sometimes? Sure, let’s go with that.
I’m settling down without settling. Easing into madness while embracing my own insanity. And don’t forget about the babies. They will bring their own particular forms of chaos which makes the settling down seem a whole lot less settled.
9/24/2011 is the date, by the way. Married life, here I come. Is this universe ready? I’m not sure it is.
Venger As’Nas Satanis
Cult of Cthulhu