Let’s make this short and sweet – as short and sweet as my engagement. I’m getting married. Yes, that’s the sound of our universe being disturbed. Thrown off its familiar rotation possibly. Cast into the oblivion of yawning black gulfs? Sure, why not?
I thought about going into the whole story here, or even some of the story, in an attempt to explain things. How did I get to this place? A place I never thought I’d come to. What changed?
Perhaps, that’s for another post… another little piece of who I am thrown to the wolves of cyberspace for them to devour. I’ll save the intimate details for my bother and sister inmates, those fellow prisoners who actually have a chance to break free because they know they’re imprisoned. But what’s this about prison? Marriage should be about freedom, right? Yes. Let’s choose to see our union of emerald flame as liberating!
Suffice it to say, I’m happy the way things are turning out. I’m looking forward to this new frontier – married life. Danielle has changed my life. For good. It’s a good change. A good life I lead. But when the life changes, does the man change as well? I don’t know. Sometimes? Sure, let’s go with that.
I’m settling down without settling. Easing into madness while embracing my own insanity. And don’t forget about the babies. They will bring their own particular forms of chaos which makes the settling down seem a whole lot less settled.
9/24/2011 is the date, by the way. Married life, here I come. Is this universe ready? I’m not sure it is.
Awake!
Venger As’Nas Satanis
Ipsissimus
Cult of Cthulhu
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Congratulation, Venger! Glad to hear everything is going good for you
You know what? I’m happy for you. Your wife is beautiful. You look very peaceful together..
Congratulations, Master Satanis! I know it is belated, but no less sincere! Marriage was the best thing I ever did for myself, and I know it will be the same for you! Creation takes on a much greater depth when you have someone you can share your very soul with and see yourself reflected in their eyes. Sometimes it can be sobering and sometimes tearing out your eyes in frustration seems like the best option, but all in all, make the decision together that divorce is not an option and that you will face whatever comes to you together. That is the best advice I can give; it has worked for me for the last 14 years and promises to work for many more. My wife and I fall in love more every day; I wish the same blessing for you, Brother! Best of luck to the both of you for a wonderful life together!!!
IA! IA! Chthulhu fhtagn!