Rather than create an artificial model for society to assume, we must endure a model for society that reflects its true nature. Power on top and the masses below. Certain magicians harnessing particular dark forces will rise to the singular position of Master. Since 99% of the world is more preoccupied with how their hair looks than self-development, conquering will be the easy part. All that is needed is the will to the unknown, for that is where change lies. Desire, belief, and effort are the means to work that will. Cthulhu Mythos Wizardry is already bringing out a new way of slime covered tentacles reaching down to jellify our enemies…

Times of black violet passion - drives of white knuckle fire

I have gone from the worship (admiration for) the real and fleshly things to the worship of the unreal, dream, nightmare, fantasy, horror, and the universe as a sick painting, lurid in its impossibly loathsome grotesquerie.

I do not respect or admire idiotic falsehood (that would be another religion), instead I favor the flesh and the flesh reborn in hideous new hues and textures that cannot be found in nature. I have sought, and found: Nihilistic Surreality, Gnostic Nightmare, Existential Evil, and Black Magic Realism!

The sorcerers of the Cult of Cthulhu formulate the laws of darkness and skulk along the paths of night. We are open for business in the basements of occult bookshops and alleyways ominous with hungry energies. In the chaos magic tradition, belief structures reality. And I postulate that the less one is affected by the belief and reality around him, the more he can affect change outside himself. The stream of life wants to suck you in, carry you down the river. I say, stand up and walk against the current. Now you are the master and water the servant.

This is about changing reality,
This is about changing reality,
This is about changing reality,
This is about changing reality,
This is about changing reality…

Self Annihilation

The destruction of oneself must come before the new self can grow. And it will grow - like a chartreuse fleshed corpse fiend or a worm of dark red phoenix blood. Birth and death and rebirth; there is a cycle which is followed.

Losing humanity is full of struggle and effort. The death of one's illusions must inevitably come to all sorcerers of the Dark Way, the left hand path of inward observation and self-remembering. There comes a time when a black magician must leave the race of Adam, as Anton LaVey put it. A symbolic act of shaving the head reflects the more potent inner change that is taking place all the time. However, a vacuum is created by this human death. There are two things which must replace it. The first is the knowledge that there is something else out there, be it a higher power, a special plan, or a reason behind the madness. For me, it's a conglomeration of jagged, bilious green phases of sub-reality. Secondly, the would-be sorcerer must be resoved to himself and the path he has chosen. There must exist a conviction born of self belief and self knowledge. With that nothing can shake an individual's evolution except influences which that individual allows. Take everything in, filter it all until only the finest impressions are embraced, focus on the few changes you wish, and push them out full force.

Before self destruction begins

Changing one small part of yourself is difficult, using only one of your many selves to change the whole person is impossible. Find the parts of yourself that are interested in self-development. Let these mechanical parts within yourself meet each other so that they might create their own magic circle. This cult of selves within you will keep a particular course, the one you most intensely desire.

This evolution I write about isn't as nebulous as others I've read. It is based on desire, belief, and working for change. One must realize that one is asleep. Not only that, but in a prison of multiple selves, irrational and distracting outside influence, the false personality built up around oneself by being oblivious to one's own condition, state of mind, needs, telling oneself lies, a preoccupation with anger and fear, giving away of power and control. The world would be in a better place if everyone said to themselves, "I am here, now. I am remembering myself and waking up. I am in control of my machine for a few moments before falling back asleep." This exercise should be done daily.

Birth

In your head, create the person who you want to be and have that person whisper his intentions over the mental landscape. Those thoughts are slowly becoming more real. Like a muscle, the magician's will needs to work, rest, and then work harder than before.